Enough that I let her lift my shirt to expose the shamefully fat misshapen dimply skinned belly caused by
3 months of emotional eating of chocolate chip cookies the holidays so she could blow raspberries on it- that's true love! I'm so glad to be able to get back to our regular routine of quality play time, cuddling, and pure joy- just her and I. She has the ability to cheer me up and put a smile on my face. Like when she felt me up today and whispered, "why don't I have boobies?"
So enough is enough of the downer shit- I'm over it- or I'm at least putting my best foot forward and finding joy in the little things... and in the spirit of getting back to normal- here are some random ponderances- that may not be a word...
***House training, I think, is officially accomplished! He sits by the back door and just gives us this sad little look with his Shih-Tzu under bite when he has to go outside and it only took 5 months!!! I will ignore the fact that every picture of him has those yellow demon eyes since he really is a good dog.
***I never really understood the whole Facebook phenomenon- I had an account, but never really used it. The whole sending me a tree or a leaf or a drink- I just don't get it- but within the last few months, people from my high school are popping up all over it! Some are asking for my friendship- some not- I'm OK with that- but I have become a bit of a lurker on it. I don't ask for a friendship unless I'm certain that they will remember me- and I kind of kept to myself in high school- so that's not many. However, today I had a 'notification' that "Jim Henderson" (NOT his real name) "answered whether he thinks Tena (my last name) has ever watched porno." 1.) that's all it took- I'm hooked (not on porn, but on Facebook) 2.) I never could find out what he answered and it's driving me crazy and 3.) Is there anyone that has NEVER watched porn?
***I received Arrested Development all 3 seasons for Christmas- I've watched them before and I'm not someone that like to watch things over and over HOWEVER- the more I watch this, the more I love it- comic geniuses! It makes me feel good about my life even if their problems are pretend. I will be first in line to see the motion picture!
*** I also received two new pair of pants don't you just want to roll around naked on them? Fleece, soft as a baby's butt, my 'mommy uniform' pants with an elastic waist. I'm kind of scaring myself with how fast I rush to get into them the second I walk in the house. I even walked out the door in them today to pick up the kids. I got cocky since I took a shower and all. I think they may walk by themselves by Valentines Day. I smell date night- just me and my fat pants!